Frustrated and Unmotivated in PA

Life seems to be getting in the way of my training. Last night I did not go to the gym despite my plan because I had a pretty intense session with the chiropractor-I was there over an hour!, and he said I have perineal tendonitis in my right foot.

I also stayed home because I was feeling lazy and I wanted to spend time with my boys. I helped Connor clean his playroom, read on the couch while everyone was watching tv and playing (just started the book that I am supposed to read for book club tomorrow night), and basically, just relaxed.

Today I brought my shoes and workout clothes to work, hoping that the thunderstorms that are called for today don’t occur til after my walk, but I am upset (make that pissed off!) …I found out that my boss didn’t tell me that I wasn’t going to go forward for a second interview for the manager job I interviewed two weeks ago (its at my current company). I found out through a friend who had her second interview already. Not that I mind that I’m not getting the position, but to not even be told is just plain rude!, and very upsetting. I’ve worked at this DAMN company for 8 years, you think they would show a little respect. And what’s funny is that I had to think long and hard about what makes a good manager due to the interview. Guess who didn’t make the list? It makes me not want to work here anymore…but then where would I go? Ill take my anger and frustration out on my jogging shoes at lunchtime. Maybe punch a few keyboard wrist gel pads if I really want to go crazy. UGH!